there is nothing more i want then to be by your sides again other than death. i’ve never felt so upset confused misunderstood betrayed and alone in my life. i’m afraid you’ll never see my apology for the truth that it is, that you’ll never quite understand where i’m coming from, won’t see where i’m coming from, and you’ll forever know me disrespectfully represented as a shade of an unfortunate situation i wanted nothing more than to avoid. aren’t i entitled to feel just as crazy hurt as you? don’t you think there are terrors that run through my mind and body at all times of the day since that day? don’t you think i despise the way this turned out? how could you ever possibly think i purposely did this, would want to do this, to treat you as such to spite you? why do i feel as though no matter what i say, in meekness, in anger, in truth and in lies if only to get back to you, that it will never happen. the one thing in my life i was willing to live for, has left. each hour is a test, and its only getting harder and harder. why am i invisible, why have my true feelings always been invisible to those i care about. i suppose what i say doesn’t even matter anymore to anyone

” Don’t cry…
I’m with you ”

MY GOD. THANKYOU. I WAS SO SICK OF SHINEE MISSED TOP

JESUS gorgeous!

toresurrectamockingbird:

“Where angels fall the roses grow tall.”

chiffonandsilverlinings:

T___T he’s so hawt

theres not enough TOP on my dash.. tumblr i will avoid you if you don’t fix that

who is this with him

ALSO, WHY IS THERE NO BIG BANG, NO TOP ON MY DASH?

SO MUCH FUCKING SHINEE, SO MUCH GD, BUT NO TOP LOVE

AND ITS NOT EVEN LIKE I CAN UNFOLLOW A BUNCH OF PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU ALL AREN’T SPECIFIC BLOGS FFFFFFFF

GIVE ME SOME CHOI SEUNG HYUN LOVE IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR 

also i love the faces he makes when he isn’t so stoic <3 if i could have one man <3 HELL if i could be one man<3 haha~~